Welcome 2010!

This is a bit late, I could lie and say ive been busy, but I haven't... I'm just lazy XD

Sooooooo, it's officially 2010 and we've left the noughties. Goodbye 2009. In a way, it was an amazing year, I found my real friends, I got Jamie, I got a laptop (XD) and I started year 11, I saw All Time Low, got tickets for YouMeAtSix. I got to see some of my best friends accomplish dreams. Yes, '09 treat me very fairly.

Obv some bad things happened, like death and shizz, but it was deffo a good year. And I'm sad to see it go... I'm closer to leaving school (which I don't wanna do) and I'm getting older (I'd love to stay this age forever tbh).

However, I'm looking forward to a fresh start. BRING IT ON!! :D

Tonight, my friends and I went out in the snow, Elly, Emma and I found and IGLOO! Someone had built it, and I got in, they Elly tryed but couldn't get her bum through the door XD so we were all bad laughing. Then Emma got in, and it was rather hard to get back out cos we were crammed in (it was really only big enough for one, and there was two of us). After that we had some more snow fun. One of the best nights in a loooong time :') I love you guys.

I was talking to Elly on MSN, and I realised how frikkin funny those convos are. MSN rarely makes me laugh in real life, but tonight I couldn't stop :'). Must be Elly, she's awesome.

I downloaded Ke$ha's album 'Animal' tonight too, and I think she's my guilty pleasure - not something I'd normally listen to (though she is a BIT like 3OH!3). But anyway, yeah, it's cool :)

My necks aching typing this, I better stop. Plus I've no idea what to say...

Bye bye interwebz! :D
Beth xx

Merry Crimbo Dudes & Dudettes =)

I am currently writing this from my shiny new LAPTOP!! :D 'm chuffed, I really didn't expect this, I maybe dreamed of a notebook, but a LAPTOP!! Woahh, it's so pretty and shiny and nice and new :) <3

Atm I'm sat with my nana, mam, dad, brother (who also got a laptop) and my father :) We're talking about toblerone (rofl) and nothing in particular, like any other xmas, but it's why I love 'em suppose :)

The only thing about getting this laptop was, I used to have over 600 songs on my ipod and itunes on the comp, but now it's gone down to 237. I've lost allllll my McFly and U2 ones as well :/ Oh well, as soon as I get my norton security tomorrow I'll work on getting some back... and I have a £15 Itunes card so that should help :)

Jamie has ran out of internet and I'm not too chuffed about that, it's xmas, he's at his dads and I wanted to talk to him :( But oh well. He might be getting me a ukelele for xmas, HOW AWESOME?!?! Lol, I'm not getting my hopes up because I don't wanna b dissapointed if he doesn't. It's gonna be a bit late but that's cos he doesn't have any money atm and he' at his dads.

It's strange, we actually have snow this year. A white christmas :D It's beautiful... it really is. All white and fluffy and sparkly. I'm happy, I got to pull out my wellies for school, I even took a flask of tea. I was sat in lessons sipping it. It was funny :)

I've got a headache :(

It seems now I have a laptop I find more to blog about... hmmm, cool =D
I'll have to go now though...

Merry Christmas, I hope you're all well :)
Beth xx

Short & Sweet

Reallll quick blog just to say;
Had my second cancer injection and it didn't hurt me! Hopefully, this will clear my fear or injections :D

Or maybe not.

I tried to run away, but my mam held me back LOL!

Also, stupid bloody french is doing my head in. That woman is satan in a womans body... I SWEAR DOWN!!!!

Erm, not much else. I'll write more laterz.

Byeezz
Beth
xx

Forbidden to download music.

I've recently been found downloading music, which made my dad go craaaazy :L because it's making the comp run slow. So I've been banned from downloading ANYTHING which sucks MAJOR! I download things all the time :( My Itunes is gonna feel neglected.

Has anyone ever seen the coca-cola xmas advert? With the big bright red truck, with pretty lights? <3
Well yesterday, I saw this huge truck and it had lights on the front and I went 'OOOO!!' and pointed at it. My friends turned around, and I was so happy, sheer joy spread across my face. I was like a little kid. I actually thought it was the coca-cola truck rolling into town. I had to cover it up by saying; 'it's pretty!'...

Needless to say I got laughed at ¬.¬

It sank in that we are going to see YouMeAtSix yesterday too :D I went really hyper. It should be AMAZING. More hardcore than All Time Low XD Hope Natalie doesn't almost die in the mosh pit again.

Recently I've been not doing anything to my hair apart from washing it. Decided it looks nice dried naturally, but alas, I can't wear it like that all the time. Takes hours to dry ya see. I need a haircut.

Recently got Dailybooth. But I'm yet to find the time to start it.

I've also became a twitter whore lately;
http://twitter.com/bethica123

That's all for now folks!
Until next time :)
Beth xx

Bad week.

Jamie broke up with me.. =/ yeah.. so.. yeah.

Don't really wanna type about it tbh.

Saw New Moon yesterday, t'was awesome. Everyone screamed when it started, which was funny for a while but then they wouldn't shut up.. I was like 'well watch the film then!' The freaks. They get that excited then they scream... what tools.

Urmmm I had a couple science exams. Which I was late to! I missed the speach my teacher always does at the start (I can probs predict it by now tbh ¬.¬) and everyone was just about to put their heads down to start and in walks me. I dread to think how red I must've been. Then I couldn't find my seat... which was right at the front D:

My foots going into cramp. Better move it.

Much better.

I think the sooner I stop crying myself to sleep the sooner I'll get over him? But I'm not sure.. sometimes I can't really help it =/ We'll see.

I hope he comes crawling back.. so I can reject him. It will hurt.. but it shall sort of be worth it.

I've been praying recently? I have no idea why. I've always believed in God and stuff, but I've never prayed every night before =/ I'm not saying it's a bad thing, it's kinda nice to have someone to talk to that won't judge you or whatever.

I'm really rather tired. It's almost xmas! Woohoo!!! :D I love christmas. It's awesome, lolol.

YMA6 tickets have arrivveeeddd!!! YAAAYYY!! :D

I fell asleep last night thinking of Harry Potter :)

See yas!
Beth xx

My mother has the memory of a sieve..

She's only just remembered it's my cousins 21st tomorrow -_-

Which means, shes having to rush around last min for a prezzie for him.

She's such a tard.

Anyway, today I'm going out with jamie (shopping! :D) and yeah, then tonight will be visiting the fam-fam!

This will be a very short blog btw, because I'm running late atm

Brother's back. Yeah. Came back about a week ago? So that's okay :)

Currently listening to 60's music XD because I'm so cool (h)

Recently, I've fell in love with www.weheartit.com :) You should check it out. It's awesome <3 and can provide you with a few laughs now and again XD

Sorry, will be a better post next time!
Love you ! :L
Beth x

This post may contain swear words. Mature!

I am FED UP and EXTREMLY UNHAPPY/PISSED OFF atm!!

Number one. I have a load of exams soon and I am STRESSED!! I dunno wtf i am doing in half of it and no one will fucking help me! The teacher (who is awesome bless him) just carries on and im left blundering behind! It's a pile of fucking shit! Then I'll ask someone else, they explain it once then piss off, that or they don't even bother. Charlie if you're reading this I don't mean you, your one of the few that DOES.

Then I have English exams, and on top of that science. Which is one of my hardest sudjects, last module got a D!! For gods sake its too much all at once! Then my French teacher is like 'coursework this! coursework that! you must get this done!' I dont think she realises just how LOADED we are atm. But does she care? HELL NO! All she cares about is her fucking department looking good!

Then, I have everything with Jamies mam. I dunno wtf i even did to her!! and thats worse because i cant even rant properly about it!! shes slowly breaking me and jamie up (again!!!). the oher day she invited amber around, i mean WHAT THE FUCK?!!?!?!?!?! i understand she hates me but that is LOW!!

I hope Jamie doesnt read this, if you do. No offence to you, i understand you wont take a side, but this is my blog for my views. and tbh im at bursting point here!!

THEN my fucking IDIOT of a TWAT brother has fucking walked out!! just up and went! without a care in the world about what this is doing to me, dad and mam. and what its doing BETWEEN dad and mam! as long as hes looking big and clever in front of his mates its alright!! i honestly dont think ive seen him for two weeks till today when i popped in my nanas after school. i found she wasnt in, but HE was!! how DARE he?! its BULLSHIT!!

its just not fair anymore :'(i miss him like hell. and he doesnt care tbh. he really doesnt. you can turn and say 'i bet he does' but the truth is if he did hed be here. i thought we were close. but we arnt. not anymore. and id give anything to be a kid again in that rocket at blackpool, talking to the 'astronaught' and having him laugh at me.

this makes me take it all out on my friends and jamie, and then we fall out (break up, w/e) and i cant help it! im about to EXPLODE!!!

and its not fair! its always me!

and im SICK of it!

:'(

tonight i stayed in and cried in the bath.