Forbidden to download music.

I've recently been found downloading music, which made my dad go craaaazy :L because it's making the comp run slow. So I've been banned from downloading ANYTHING which sucks MAJOR! I download things all the time :( My Itunes is gonna feel neglected.

Has anyone ever seen the coca-cola xmas advert? With the big bright red truck, with pretty lights? <3
Well yesterday, I saw this huge truck and it had lights on the front and I went 'OOOO!!' and pointed at it. My friends turned around, and I was so happy, sheer joy spread across my face. I was like a little kid. I actually thought it was the coca-cola truck rolling into town. I had to cover it up by saying; 'it's pretty!'...

Needless to say I got laughed at ¬.¬

It sank in that we are going to see YouMeAtSix yesterday too :D I went really hyper. It should be AMAZING. More hardcore than All Time Low XD Hope Natalie doesn't almost die in the mosh pit again.

Recently I've been not doing anything to my hair apart from washing it. Decided it looks nice dried naturally, but alas, I can't wear it like that all the time. Takes hours to dry ya see. I need a haircut.

Recently got Dailybooth. But I'm yet to find the time to start it.

I've also became a twitter whore lately;
http://twitter.com/bethica123

That's all for now folks!
Until next time :)
Beth xx

Bad week.

Jamie broke up with me.. =/ yeah.. so.. yeah.

Don't really wanna type about it tbh.

Saw New Moon yesterday, t'was awesome. Everyone screamed when it started, which was funny for a while but then they wouldn't shut up.. I was like 'well watch the film then!' The freaks. They get that excited then they scream... what tools.

Urmmm I had a couple science exams. Which I was late to! I missed the speach my teacher always does at the start (I can probs predict it by now tbh ¬.¬) and everyone was just about to put their heads down to start and in walks me. I dread to think how red I must've been. Then I couldn't find my seat... which was right at the front D:

My foots going into cramp. Better move it.

Much better.

I think the sooner I stop crying myself to sleep the sooner I'll get over him? But I'm not sure.. sometimes I can't really help it =/ We'll see.

I hope he comes crawling back.. so I can reject him. It will hurt.. but it shall sort of be worth it.

I've been praying recently? I have no idea why. I've always believed in God and stuff, but I've never prayed every night before =/ I'm not saying it's a bad thing, it's kinda nice to have someone to talk to that won't judge you or whatever.

I'm really rather tired. It's almost xmas! Woohoo!!! :D I love christmas. It's awesome, lolol.

YMA6 tickets have arrivveeeddd!!! YAAAYYY!! :D

I fell asleep last night thinking of Harry Potter :)

See yas!
Beth xx

My mother has the memory of a sieve..

She's only just remembered it's my cousins 21st tomorrow -_-

Which means, shes having to rush around last min for a prezzie for him.

She's such a tard.

Anyway, today I'm going out with jamie (shopping! :D) and yeah, then tonight will be visiting the fam-fam!

This will be a very short blog btw, because I'm running late atm

Brother's back. Yeah. Came back about a week ago? So that's okay :)

Currently listening to 60's music XD because I'm so cool (h)

Recently, I've fell in love with www.weheartit.com :) You should check it out. It's awesome <3 and can provide you with a few laughs now and again XD

Sorry, will be a better post next time!
Love you ! :L
Beth x

This post may contain swear words. Mature!

I am FED UP and EXTREMLY UNHAPPY/PISSED OFF atm!!

Number one. I have a load of exams soon and I am STRESSED!! I dunno wtf i am doing in half of it and no one will fucking help me! The teacher (who is awesome bless him) just carries on and im left blundering behind! It's a pile of fucking shit! Then I'll ask someone else, they explain it once then piss off, that or they don't even bother. Charlie if you're reading this I don't mean you, your one of the few that DOES.

Then I have English exams, and on top of that science. Which is one of my hardest sudjects, last module got a D!! For gods sake its too much all at once! Then my French teacher is like 'coursework this! coursework that! you must get this done!' I dont think she realises just how LOADED we are atm. But does she care? HELL NO! All she cares about is her fucking department looking good!

Then, I have everything with Jamies mam. I dunno wtf i even did to her!! and thats worse because i cant even rant properly about it!! shes slowly breaking me and jamie up (again!!!). the oher day she invited amber around, i mean WHAT THE FUCK?!!?!?!?!?! i understand she hates me but that is LOW!!

I hope Jamie doesnt read this, if you do. No offence to you, i understand you wont take a side, but this is my blog for my views. and tbh im at bursting point here!!

THEN my fucking IDIOT of a TWAT brother has fucking walked out!! just up and went! without a care in the world about what this is doing to me, dad and mam. and what its doing BETWEEN dad and mam! as long as hes looking big and clever in front of his mates its alright!! i honestly dont think ive seen him for two weeks till today when i popped in my nanas after school. i found she wasnt in, but HE was!! how DARE he?! its BULLSHIT!!

its just not fair anymore :'(i miss him like hell. and he doesnt care tbh. he really doesnt. you can turn and say 'i bet he does' but the truth is if he did hed be here. i thought we were close. but we arnt. not anymore. and id give anything to be a kid again in that rocket at blackpool, talking to the 'astronaught' and having him laugh at me.

this makes me take it all out on my friends and jamie, and then we fall out (break up, w/e) and i cant help it! im about to EXPLODE!!!

and its not fair! its always me!

and im SICK of it!

:'(

tonight i stayed in and cried in the bath.

Where AM I?

Where am I? What is this place?

Oh wait a minute! I know EXACTLY where I am.. it's my neglected blog!

Sorry :P

Anyway

Jamies mam hates me, she called me arrogant and I got insanely mad. This of course made me and Jamie fall out and we broke up. We're trying to just be friends. To be honest, it's hard. He wont stop going on about how much he misses me :/

I'm going shopping tomorrow with him, so we'll see but tbh, I think we may just stay friends :/

Facebook has changed.. Grr I'm not happy >:(

So, I've got a school overload.. but now I'm off for a week I have free time to get on top of it :)
I have French and English to do, I also have maths revision to work through and science, because my exams are coming up. But it will pay off, because by january we will have at least 3 GCSE's! Woohooo! :D

I've decided what I wanna do when I'm older and what I'm gonna take at college too :) I wanna be a drama teacher in a secondary school or a college. I'm gonna take English Lang, English Lit and Drama & Theatre Studies at college, then at Uni I'll probs do the same and a teachers degree :D

Right, thats it for now!
Au reviour! :D
Beth xx

Birthdays

So, buying Jamies 16th Bday present was easier than I thought it would be. I got him an Xbox360 game he'd been banging on about for ages (Need For Speed: Shift), a card with stars and stuff on, cos he likes stars and stuff, a photo frame (soon to have a pic of us in muahaha) and a 16th birthday badge. So yeah, it's all goood :)

I was a bit bummed cos I wanted to get him a HUGGGEEE card but they were all either 'girlfriend' ones or 'fiance' ones.. booo!

It also kinda suprised me that it took longer to decide on a card than a present =/

And now dad says I've spent too much of thier money and 'it isn't happening again!'.. too bad they don't know it's Charlie's Bday soon! Hahahahaha!

I feel rather sophisticated atm, I have a new jumper on (blue and grey and UBER nice!), a white shirt, skinnies and my ugg slippers.. and my hair is straightened. For some reason I feel american? Lolol

Today it felt like xmas A LOT! I was like 'Mmm christmassy!'. Christmas has GOT to be one of my fave times of the year.. not because of the presents (but they do help!) but because we get the family down and it's nice. My FAVE festivity (even though it kinda isn't) is Bonfire Night!! PRETTY FIREWORKSS!!

Anyway, I'm off

Tralalalalaaaa Byee!
Beth x

Swine Flu Rears Its Ugly Head

Jamie might have Swine Flu.
Great huh?

So if in 28 days I'm possibly dead, you know who not to invite to my funeral!

Only kidding, please do invite him to my funeral.. hey, what twerp put the word 'fun' in funeral??

I did my Solo in music today and got an A* (28 out of 30). Im quite quite chuffed! Only thing is, the teachers kinda scared me into doing the school show. Basically they were telling each other how amazing I am (LOL!) and then went 'You will be in the show!' and it kinda shocked me, so I said 'Okay' in this squeeky voice.

:P

I also have to do a new ensemble, because 'I'm capable of much much more!'

Ugh facebook has crashed on me. DAMN YOU BOOKFACE!!

Recently I fell out with a friend, but tonight I kinda realised that after what she's been through she doesn't need it atm (LOOOOONG story, and not one I'm gonna post on the net! Lololol) so yeah.. :P

Lalala
Life is Goooood :D

LoveYah!
Beth xx